Just when I was sure I was going to spiral into depression and self pity like I always do, he calls me gorgeous and it's all over. You know who I'm talking about, damn him.

Oh god Rob is fucking somebody. Exclusively. Don't ask me how I know, I haven't asked him but let's just say it's obvious to me and my psychic powers. It hurts only a little bit, knowing the real hurt is going to come when it becomes so serious he actually has to tell me himself.
Damn the man.

It is a requirement that I see at least one dance concert per semester and write about it so tonight I went to see a really nice hawaiian song and dance concert at Orvis Auditorium. Before the performance started I was coughing and these sweet old ladies next to me asked, "Are you sick?"
"A little bit, yeah." I admitted.
Then the people on either side of me immediately stood up and moved a chair down, all the while muttering apologetic little niceties about "can't be too careful" "it's not you." I bet I couldn't have gotten a reaction like that if I laid a huge stinky fart in my chair. Gosh I miss being sick when I had a boyfriend or I lived at home. Someone would say, "poor thing!" and immediately begin nursing me diligently and I would just lay in bed and drink juice and eat soup without really having to leave said bed except to use the bathroom. They wouldn't move away with the same urgency as if they were about to throw up. Or maybe they would, I don't know. I have a fever too so things that I think are normal usually end up just being something I made up in delirium. But I do remember what it's like to be babied and coddled, and god I miss it!

Kinesiology Project due: 12/7
Argumentative Essay in Spanish: due 12/8
Reconstruct a dance from Labanotation: due 12/10
Kinesiology Final: 12/14

The date is 12/1 and I haven't started on any of this!! The last two are the really time-consuming ones that I'm worried about since I was suppossed to kind of been working on them all semester.

If I pull this off it will be my greatest achievement to date. Will keep you updated, since you're all on the edges of your seats with anticipation.

I have been asked for my choreography to be performed at this semester's end of the year informal dance concert. When I asked my dancer if she wanted to do it, she said she didn't want to have rehearsals because she had just performed it 4 times for the show we just had. Although this is true, I have no idea how the performances went because I was waiting backstage. As soon as she learned the dance she just bolted and wouldn't rehearse leading up to the technical rehearsals and the final dress rehearsal we had she looked really horrible, forgetting pieces of the dance and filling it with rather repetitive improvisation. I asked for two 90-minute rehearsals at the most, with the option of rehearsing less and her response was, "I can't commit to that I have too much on my plate, especially with your attitude towards it." I don't think I'm giving anyone an attitude because I want something to look good in front of a show that will be seen by my peers and professors. Please tell me I'm not crazy. The good thing is I can look forward things actually being easier for me after I graduate, how many other college graduates can say that?